And then I read it to him, skippin' over words that I don't know real well and sometimes skippin' over entire passages that I don't care for. He don't notice- nor don't care, pettin' my arm and kissin' my skin. His lips are real dry, but I pretend that I like it. Daddy get real mad when I don't want his reward.
"You doin' real good baby," he murmurs against me, "Real good."
"Thank ya daddy."
I just want it to be over, but daddy don't feel that way. He like stretchin' time when we together, makin' it seem like we've all the time in the world. To him my bedroom represents all the freedom in the world, cause it got no rules. He can have me anyway he like.
Daddy wraps his arms 'round my shoulders, leanin' in and inhalin' my neck.
"I love you."
He don't see me so I don't gotta smile. But I don't frown neither. Sometimes, when daddy's in my room I got no personality at all. I'm jus' there. Jus' there fo' him.
"Love you too daddy."
I watch the moon, not feelin' daddy's touch no more. He still there, encouragin' me to keep on readin' the Holy Book but it likeI in a different world. I can even hear my voice outside myself, talkin' so quiet that daddy can't even hear. But he don't care, cause that ain't why he with me anyways. .
My only thoughts are my desires. Lookin' at the moon, so far from here, watchin' us makes me wanna go there. On the moon it gotta be better, cause there ain't no people to tell you what you gotta do.
"Corinne," daddy says, tryin' to pull me back into this world,"Corinne you so beautiful.
I nod, as expected, leanin' back into his embrace. "Thank you."
"You so smart, jus' like your daddy."
"No you smarter."
He laughs, his body shakin'. In turn, cause I touchin' him, I shake too.
"Well you smart fo' a girl."
"Thank you."
I start readin' again. He stops me, puttin' the Bible down. He grabs my arms, placin' them above his thigh and grinnin' with his sick teeth. My stomach churns but I don't stop 'em.
And then, under the eyes of God, daddy commits his sin.
"You doin' real good baby," he murmurs against me, "Real good."
"Thank ya daddy."
I just want it to be over, but daddy don't feel that way. He like stretchin' time when we together, makin' it seem like we've all the time in the world. To him my bedroom represents all the freedom in the world, cause it got no rules. He can have me anyway he like.
Daddy wraps his arms 'round my shoulders, leanin' in and inhalin' my neck.
"I love you."
He don't see me so I don't gotta smile. But I don't frown neither. Sometimes, when daddy's in my room I got no personality at all. I'm jus' there. Jus' there fo' him.
"Love you too daddy."
I watch the moon, not feelin' daddy's touch no more. He still there, encouragin' me to keep on readin' the Holy Book but it likeI in a different world. I can even hear my voice outside myself, talkin' so quiet that daddy can't even hear. But he don't care, cause that ain't why he with me anyways. .
My only thoughts are my desires. Lookin' at the moon, so far from here, watchin' us makes me wanna go there. On the moon it gotta be better, cause there ain't no people to tell you what you gotta do.
"Corinne," daddy says, tryin' to pull me back into this world,"Corinne you so beautiful.
I nod, as expected, leanin' back into his embrace. "Thank you."
"You so smart, jus' like your daddy."
"No you smarter."
He laughs, his body shakin'. In turn, cause I touchin' him, I shake too.
"Well you smart fo' a girl."
"Thank you."
I start readin' again. He stops me, puttin' the Bible down. He grabs my arms, placin' them above his thigh and grinnin' with his sick teeth. My stomach churns but I don't stop 'em.
And then, under the eyes of God, daddy commits his sin.
