My life was already difficult before this. But...heh... it's so fucked up right now.

I have a feeling my life would always be separated into two halves.
Before
&
After.

Before; they told the news to me. Before everything went to hell.

After; Dad moved out and mom cries more. Before I have two rooms, two homes.

Don't get me wrong, they're not divorced, so there is still a chance for them to get back together.

But, I have a feeling that's going to be way off into the future. Right now, we're just trying to meddle through all this pain, all these issues that have been a long time coming.

I honestly don't know jack-shit of what to do now.

All I want to do now, is run.
Escape...
into my own reality.

But the thing that breaks me above all else,
I'm not happy.
living in this world.
This home.
This life.

....but what is a girl to do?