or whatever people do when they're bored out of their mind, reading the mere thoughts of a average 13 year old girl.
But whatever. They're my thoughts, they're my ramblings. And if you think you have better things to do with your life, then go do them! Jeez.
December 3rd, 2010: I think I know what my problem is.
I simply spend too much time worrying about what other people think. I mean, their thoughts are theirs. If they think bad about me it should be their problem, right?
Oh great. Here i go again sounding like a stupid insecure 13 year old girl...
Oh wait. I AM thirteen. and a girl... Crap, i just basically ruined my point. XD
But I do. I blame fourth grade. Nobody wanted to be my friend, nobody wanted to be on my team. Because a.) I was too clingy B.) I was SENSITIVE. Still am. but I don't show it as often.
If somebody says something that hurts my feelings. I just respond with a smart ass comment and walk away with a careful mask that I've had the 'fortune' of practicing.
But I've grown out of that..."wait, what's that right next to you, Hope?"
"This? Oh nothing."
"But it looks like a blue suitcase. A really big one"
"It's my emotional baggage. Sheesh, can't you use your common sense?"
(^ My in-depth conversations to myself.)
Yeah. I know it may seem strange for a girl so young to have such a big suitcase, right?
But whatever. They're my thoughts, they're my ramblings. And if you think you have better things to do with your life, then go do them! Jeez.
December 3rd, 2010: I think I know what my problem is.
I simply spend too much time worrying about what other people think. I mean, their thoughts are theirs. If they think bad about me it should be their problem, right?
Oh great. Here i go again sounding like a stupid insecure 13 year old girl...
Oh wait. I AM thirteen. and a girl... Crap, i just basically ruined my point. XD
But I do. I blame fourth grade. Nobody wanted to be my friend, nobody wanted to be on my team. Because a.) I was too clingy B.) I was SENSITIVE. Still am. but I don't show it as often.
If somebody says something that hurts my feelings. I just respond with a smart ass comment and walk away with a careful mask that I've had the 'fortune' of practicing.
But I've grown out of that..."wait, what's that right next to you, Hope?"
"This? Oh nothing."
"But it looks like a blue suitcase. A really big one"
"It's my emotional baggage. Sheesh, can't you use your common sense?"
(^ My in-depth conversations to myself.)
Yeah. I know it may seem strange for a girl so young to have such a big suitcase, right?
