February 13th, 2011; 4:29 PM: Honestly, right now. My life is so screwed up, that I don't know what's left from right. Or up from down.

Sorry for the long pause.
But let me tell you something.
I am NOT an emo chick, I will NOT ever say FML, no matter how bad things may seem.

The truth:
My parents are separated.
My mom's in rehab for prescription drug addiction
My best friend and I are barely close anymore
I got a B in algebra, which ruins my straight-A average.


I know it's absolutely 100% cliche to say this;
But I feel like no one can truly understand what's going on.
No one bothers to really listen.

My life feels so bleak, in despite of all this color that surrounds me.

I cry myself to sleep every other night.

I'm telling you guys everything flat-out honest.
I'm not typing this for pity, or ramblings about how their life sucks too.
I DON'T WANT THAT!

I can not begin to tell you how many times, when I try to tell my closest friends,
they either do one of three things
A.) Go on and on about how their life sucks to, not even bothering to let you finish your story
B.) make insensitive jokes about it
or.
C.)Give me a pitying look, and a hug.