Is he really going to leave me in my time of need? Now when i really need him the most?
"Yeah I'm really sorry. I know that you are just getting out of the hospital and stuff but this came up a few weeks ago and i was really debating on weather to go or not. And mom and i have been talking for a few days" ah so that's the reason this is happening "and we both feel that it is best that you, and i say this lightly, need to grow up and learn how to deal with the world without me or dad"he says, (ouch) but he's not done; i can tell. "Ever since dad died you've just given up on the world, you don't even try anymore Lucy!"
"Don't you dare give me a lecture about not trying Charlie! You are the one that gave up your dreams about becoming an architect not me!" i scream in his face. His face goes red.
"I gave up! Are you kidding me Lucy! I didn't give up, i stayed only because of you! I'm here everyday trying to cover up your drug tracks and your relationship with that freak so that mom doesn't catch you! Its your fault that i am here wasting my life day by day!" he stops there. "Oh Lucy that came out wrong, I didn't-"
"No stop, your right. Now please leave Charlie, enjoy your new life with out me. At least where ever you are I wont drag you down any longer" and with that i push him out my door and then gently close it. Everything seems to be happening so fast. One minute Charlie is my best friend and he cares nothing more than to be with me then i turn out to be ruining his life. I can hear him calling my name on the other side of my door. He's saying that i don't need to do drugs now, my blood is clean and that i can start a new life. He says that i could probably transfer schools if i wanted to. "Go away charlie" i say as calmly as i could.
"Yeah I'm really sorry. I know that you are just getting out of the hospital and stuff but this came up a few weeks ago and i was really debating on weather to go or not. And mom and i have been talking for a few days" ah so that's the reason this is happening "and we both feel that it is best that you, and i say this lightly, need to grow up and learn how to deal with the world without me or dad"he says, (ouch) but he's not done; i can tell. "Ever since dad died you've just given up on the world, you don't even try anymore Lucy!"
"Don't you dare give me a lecture about not trying Charlie! You are the one that gave up your dreams about becoming an architect not me!" i scream in his face. His face goes red.
"I gave up! Are you kidding me Lucy! I didn't give up, i stayed only because of you! I'm here everyday trying to cover up your drug tracks and your relationship with that freak so that mom doesn't catch you! Its your fault that i am here wasting my life day by day!" he stops there. "Oh Lucy that came out wrong, I didn't-"
"No stop, your right. Now please leave Charlie, enjoy your new life with out me. At least where ever you are I wont drag you down any longer" and with that i push him out my door and then gently close it. Everything seems to be happening so fast. One minute Charlie is my best friend and he cares nothing more than to be with me then i turn out to be ruining his life. I can hear him calling my name on the other side of my door. He's saying that i don't need to do drugs now, my blood is clean and that i can start a new life. He says that i could probably transfer schools if i wanted to. "Go away charlie" i say as calmly as i could.
