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My Last Year
To me? Really money is all material. People could live happily if we didn't need money. People would be good if we didn't have money or status.
Someone was talking to me about the Communist Manifesto and about how the idea of Communism itself is probably the best form of government. It's just the ways that it's being portrayed today that is making it seem like such a bad thing. If people had actually taken the time to read it, we might have a whole new look on the world.
One of the things described in the Communist Manifesto was that there would be no upper, middle, or lower classes. The social castes would be eliminated and everyone would be equal. Those who would be making a lot of money today, would have the same amount of money as everyone else because anyone who is rich will have to distribute their money to the people so that the people had enough money to do more than just get by.
Of couse this was based on my personal opinion but it seems to me like a pretty well thought out idea. I think I am now for the Communist party because it's values and ideas are some of the best. One of these days I will have to read the Communist Manifesto myself. That and Mein Kampf. Those are the two books that I'm the most interested in right now.
Shoot, I have to talk to a counselor today about college. I need to know what needs to be done so that I can actually begin the application process.
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I went to the counselor's office to look at grants and scholarships for military dependant students but the person I wanted to see wasn't there. Apparently he had left for a funeral and won't be back until about 1:30. That sucks. I'll have to go visit him by the end of my Chemistry class which shouldn't be too big of a problem. So I essensially just spent about 20 minutes doing nothing. Well, I'm getting tired of writing right now. I'll write more later.
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Monday November 15,2010. 8:35 P.M.:
Haven't updated this in a while. I really need to type in something everyday. If this documentation is going to be a book someday, I sure need to type something everyday. Anyway, I've recently realized that the house is becoming too quiet when I get home from school. Since Arik isn't here anymore, it feels like I've been left alone. I feel isolated, and muted. I can't really explain how I feel. I guess I can, but it won't make much sense. I feel like my head has been wrapped in a plastic bag, but I'm deaf. Some days my chest hurts for no reason, maybe it's because I get really excited about something, I don't really know. My knees hurt from physical therapy. I really need help.

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