Tuesday October 26,2010. 8:10 P.M. :
I had an awesome day today. I met up with my friend Caitlin in the lunchroom this morning and we just kinda chilled until the bell rang. I learned that I have a test on Thursday from my Government class but I'm not going to be here for it because I'm going on a field trip to Medieval Times! That last comment made me laugh. Well, AP Art was okay since my teacher wasn't there. We have two art teachers at my school and the one that teaches my class wasn't there because he got into a little accident with a cabinet door. He got himself pretty good in the head and apparently he got a concussion from it. So, we were all pretty worried about him and I'm hoping he sort of misses Thursday because I have questions for him.
Anyway, I ramble. So we started this art unit in my German class and....well I can't finish it right now because apparently there's a Tornado Watch in my area and that freaks me out.
I have this fear of getting stuck in crumbled things and never being found or bleeding out. I'm chatting with my friend right now to try and soothe my fears but it's not helping at all. I'm really really scared right now. I hate tornadoes. I've never experienced one nor do I ever want to, but I'm scared anyway. I think I want to get off and simply be comforted by my kitties and some chocolate. Yeah, I'm going to go. I need a break from my computer. I've been working on some story stuff when I really need to work on school stuff. I'll get on later. Maybe tomorrow. Most likely tomorrow, unless my house gets torn apart by a tornado. In that case, I'll get on and update when I can. I'd hate to stop now. Anyway, I digress, G'night.
Ended at 8:22 P.M.
Wednesday October 27, 2010. 7:53 P.M.:
I was having somewhat of a hard day today. I was stressed out that I didn't have a lot of the work I needed done, done for school. Then I realized that I didn't really owe anything, instead I just needed to sit back and relax. I think most of my problems are because I worry too much about everything. I scratch my head a lot when I'm stressed out, and I bite my nails when I'm nervous or upset. I guess I just don't know how to talk to people about it. It's hard to talk to my own parents even and I end up just keeping all of my feelings bottled inside. Sometimes even typing it up doesn't work. I had a good day overall, it's just how I've been feeling lately I guess. I don't know, I've just had a bad emotional week.
I feel like I'm tired all the time and I don't want to get anything done and on top of that, I have pain in both knees because of my bad genetics. Even though I'm in physical therapy for them, I still get a lot of pain mostly because I don't use my legs that much. I spend most of my day sitting thanks to school and school work, so I guess I have certain issues that need to be dealt with.
I had an awesome day today. I met up with my friend Caitlin in the lunchroom this morning and we just kinda chilled until the bell rang. I learned that I have a test on Thursday from my Government class but I'm not going to be here for it because I'm going on a field trip to Medieval Times! That last comment made me laugh. Well, AP Art was okay since my teacher wasn't there. We have two art teachers at my school and the one that teaches my class wasn't there because he got into a little accident with a cabinet door. He got himself pretty good in the head and apparently he got a concussion from it. So, we were all pretty worried about him and I'm hoping he sort of misses Thursday because I have questions for him.
Anyway, I ramble. So we started this art unit in my German class and....well I can't finish it right now because apparently there's a Tornado Watch in my area and that freaks me out.
I have this fear of getting stuck in crumbled things and never being found or bleeding out. I'm chatting with my friend right now to try and soothe my fears but it's not helping at all. I'm really really scared right now. I hate tornadoes. I've never experienced one nor do I ever want to, but I'm scared anyway. I think I want to get off and simply be comforted by my kitties and some chocolate. Yeah, I'm going to go. I need a break from my computer. I've been working on some story stuff when I really need to work on school stuff. I'll get on later. Maybe tomorrow. Most likely tomorrow, unless my house gets torn apart by a tornado. In that case, I'll get on and update when I can. I'd hate to stop now. Anyway, I digress, G'night.
Ended at 8:22 P.M.
Wednesday October 27, 2010. 7:53 P.M.:
I was having somewhat of a hard day today. I was stressed out that I didn't have a lot of the work I needed done, done for school. Then I realized that I didn't really owe anything, instead I just needed to sit back and relax. I think most of my problems are because I worry too much about everything. I scratch my head a lot when I'm stressed out, and I bite my nails when I'm nervous or upset. I guess I just don't know how to talk to people about it. It's hard to talk to my own parents even and I end up just keeping all of my feelings bottled inside. Sometimes even typing it up doesn't work. I had a good day overall, it's just how I've been feeling lately I guess. I don't know, I've just had a bad emotional week.
I feel like I'm tired all the time and I don't want to get anything done and on top of that, I have pain in both knees because of my bad genetics. Even though I'm in physical therapy for them, I still get a lot of pain mostly because I don't use my legs that much. I spend most of my day sitting thanks to school and school work, so I guess I have certain issues that need to be dealt with.
