07/07/10 - I am Jack's total lack of patience
I'm sick of being unhappy, angry, frustrated, and disappointed. The negativity of hating my job has become too much, and it's time to make a change. I've been accused in the past of making sweeping changes when perhaps a smaller course correction would be more appropriate. I call it "impulsive over-correction." It's time.
It's no mystery that I am the common theme that runs through the various aspects of my life, and that my unhappiness is something I may be bringing with me. Doesn't that actually strengthen the argument that I should cut those things out of my life that make me so unhappy?
I need to simplify, reduce entanglements, eliminate the frustration and disappointment, and just live a more honest and peaceful existence. It all comes down to money, though, doesn't it? To stay in a marriage for money is bad karma, but to stay in a job for money is just what people do. I made the difficult choice to end my marriage, but I'm still clinging to this unfulfilling job. Lazy, probably- afraid of too much change too fast, more likely.
No matter, though. July is my last month suffering this place. I've put pieces in motion that will either give me the strength to pull through here, or a new opportunity somewhere else. Either way, it's time to impulsively over-correct.
I'm sick of being unhappy, angry, frustrated, and disappointed. The negativity of hating my job has become too much, and it's time to make a change. I've been accused in the past of making sweeping changes when perhaps a smaller course correction would be more appropriate. I call it "impulsive over-correction." It's time.
It's no mystery that I am the common theme that runs through the various aspects of my life, and that my unhappiness is something I may be bringing with me. Doesn't that actually strengthen the argument that I should cut those things out of my life that make me so unhappy?
I need to simplify, reduce entanglements, eliminate the frustration and disappointment, and just live a more honest and peaceful existence. It all comes down to money, though, doesn't it? To stay in a marriage for money is bad karma, but to stay in a job for money is just what people do. I made the difficult choice to end my marriage, but I'm still clinging to this unfulfilling job. Lazy, probably- afraid of too much change too fast, more likely.
No matter, though. July is my last month suffering this place. I've put pieces in motion that will either give me the strength to pull through here, or a new opportunity somewhere else. Either way, it's time to impulsively over-correct.
