bracelet to add to my collection (this taking the grand total of the collection to two bracelets). He shook our hands, said our names, signed our things, and thanked us over and over again for coming to the show. We were both on cloud nine just from seeing Jay's smiling face and hearing him talk to us. We were so giddy that we walked the entire mile and a half back to the train station and nearly missed our train. Luckily, if I've learned one thing from traveling with a group of scatter brained college kids, its that you should always know what train you're supposed to be getting on.
It's been a few days since then and things have been pretty mediocre in the land of the living here. Michael and I had another huge blowout last night, which resulted in me apologizing to not only him but to Bryan as well, and after receiving Bryan's comments who knows where we stand. I've also been talking to someone from my past, not knowing that they were still sleeping with their ex, who is an acquaintance of mine. She found out and decided to confront me about it today as well, demanding an apology after calling me a back-stabbing bitch, amongst other things. She made mention of us not being friends, but that doesn't matter because she and I were never that close. The only reason we knew each other was because of Michael, who "wanted his two best friends to get along." Little did I know that her ex would be scum, and she would still take it out on me.
I'm really over what the rest of the world thinks about social conformities. What's that saying, "chicks before dicks?" Yeah please. When a woman wants something enough, she knows how to get it, no matter the circumstance. The only way to show her that what she's doing is wrong is giving her a valid reason. Do women really think that their own kind would be so forgiving? In this day and age we are told to be strong and independent, and yet here we are, backing down from each other because of the thing we are told to despise: men. It is in my humble opinion that we all say fuck the man and go after what we want and deserve. Because of outside circumstances, I have realized that this boy does not deserve me, even if I did want him at one point.
It's been a few days since then and things have been pretty mediocre in the land of the living here. Michael and I had another huge blowout last night, which resulted in me apologizing to not only him but to Bryan as well, and after receiving Bryan's comments who knows where we stand. I've also been talking to someone from my past, not knowing that they were still sleeping with their ex, who is an acquaintance of mine. She found out and decided to confront me about it today as well, demanding an apology after calling me a back-stabbing bitch, amongst other things. She made mention of us not being friends, but that doesn't matter because she and I were never that close. The only reason we knew each other was because of Michael, who "wanted his two best friends to get along." Little did I know that her ex would be scum, and she would still take it out on me.
I'm really over what the rest of the world thinks about social conformities. What's that saying, "chicks before dicks?" Yeah please. When a woman wants something enough, she knows how to get it, no matter the circumstance. The only way to show her that what she's doing is wrong is giving her a valid reason. Do women really think that their own kind would be so forgiving? In this day and age we are told to be strong and independent, and yet here we are, backing down from each other because of the thing we are told to despise: men. It is in my humble opinion that we all say fuck the man and go after what we want and deserve. Because of outside circumstances, I have realized that this boy does not deserve me, even if I did want him at one point.
