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Repetition. I hate it when it has to do with people. Hearing someone say the same thing over and over pisses me off. I dont like repeating myself either, but I dont always feel like I've been heard, mostly becuase no sign of being heard has been given. Want me to shut up? Let me know you're listening.
However when it comes to techno which is all repetive beats and breaks I love it. But that goes back to love for music which I've already explained.

Also I hate popcorn. Rarely do I eat it. Why? The bits that get stuck in between your gums and teeth, stuck against the under side of your tongue...it annoys me, so I dont eat it.

I'm frustrated with stagnancy. It's where I'm stuck currently. Days are blending together, it took several looks at the calender today in disbelief, is it really sunday?? Where did my weekend go? Why is time moving like this? It's in limbo between slow and fast, there are times when I like it and times when I dont....I've been watching myself type and I realize my left hand hardly moves while it seems like my right hand does all the work. I think that caps lock should be another backspace to mess with people, but also so lefty has to do more work. Lazy hand.
Anyways! Was talking about time. I'm in lockstep and going in the wrong direction, I have options I suppose but I'm scared, right now, to look at them. If things were only slightly different I would have looked and been off in any number of directions, but they're not. They are how they are right now and I cant change certain details. Theres things coming up, things I'm looking forward to. Possible rave next weekend, and a trip to Texas in June to see my best friend graduate from bootcamp. I miss him a lot. I'll be excited to see him again, though I know he'll have changed. I keep my expectations minimal so that people can still suprise me, I accept the world for what it is and the people in it. I try not to judge because I know the feeling of being on trial. I like making friends but I only have a few...how did that happen?

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