I am loyal. I am faithful. It is an apparent fault. I give too much. These are my flaws, I see little to no value in myself. I will give all that I have to see someone happy. I hate being jerked around, but I'll do the best I can to give you what you want. I'll spend too much time crying over and thinking about what you've said, what you could be doing. Becuase we've danced this number before, only now I cant see you face to face. You're thousands of miles away and I wont put a leash on you becuase its not fair. I cant have you all to myself because you are your own person and I wont limit you. I imagine the worst, for in being human it's what you're capable of. It's unfair that you, so unknowingly cause such torture! I'm hurting and in pain and the person I once saught refuge with is miles away, and doing most of the damage. I am close to few. I will gaurd myself. My defenses will rise futher and you can thank him for it. You can trust people to do one thing, blindly hurt you. It's what you say, its what you do, and you've hurt me again. You need not worry, I wont do anything about it, I dare not show you my tears. I dont know what I am to you. It's unclear of what we're supposed to be. Please dont make promises if you had no intention of keeping them, I'm running out of tissues damn it.