Why do I want to have a blog? Why do I want people to follow me in a blog? Do I want to be famous, or is it just because I want to "exist" somewhere. People don't give a damn about me in real life. I can probably say that I only have about four real friends in my life, and they live so far away from me. I miss them so much. People I meet in college are just so insincere. I feel like I am alone. I feel like no one care what I think, or do, or feel. No one listens to me in real life. That is probably why I want a blog, and want it to be read. At least it would mean that someone is reading what I want to say. They don't even have to care.