I am glad I got over being giggly like a high school girl.
I went to a party yesterday, and met many people I have not seen for quite a while. I have been very busy lately, even with the school out and everything. The party was for people from my country. I don't really socialize with them because most of them are older than me. And the ones that are my age are just very different from me. Those girls are from rich family and spend money lavishly. Guys would say they are pretty damn hot. But being a geek, I would say that they dress up excessively.
Ah, the difference between nerds and "normal" people. We really do have different opinions. Those girls probably think I am out-of-style. To them, my clothes are rags. And I pretty much wear the same thing every day: a tee, a pair of jeans, and white tennis shoes. To me, they dress up like sluts. Not only do they like to show their skin, their face are always covered with layers and layers of make up. I don't know what it is with girls, but the more sensual ones seem to like to have their hair down. They indeed look very different from me. For I hardly ever wear make up (except for weddings and such social events), and my hair is always tied or braided.
Sorry for the digression. But I have not been saying things like this for a while. I am naturally a gossiper. Yes, a very bad one. When I was in high school, that was pretty much all I do. I used to be those loud, obnoxious people (imagine freshmen right out of high school). And the older folks from my country were annoyed and pretty much hated me. So I learned, to stay away from them. And I also learned, from being hated in high school, that it is better to not exist than to be hated. And I also learned, for being in this world for quite a while, that the only way to avoid being slandered, is to not show up to help anyone. Yes, to be forgotten was my goal. And I succeeded. Being distant from people made me more reserved. People don't know much about me. When I go to parties, I never was loud. I was the wet blanket. And now being so solemn, I am annoyed with loud people. I would discount them if they were younger than me, for I know how it is like to be stupid and self-centered. But people who are 3 years older than me? How do they never learn? I have learnt my lesson from freshman year. And it also amuses me how people very much respect her, despite her coarseness. Back when I was very unrefined, I was condemned. But this girl, was even worse than me. But she was very much admired. I looked at her, and I sighed. How foolish. How immature. How full of herself. And how do people like that?
I went to a party yesterday, and met many people I have not seen for quite a while. I have been very busy lately, even with the school out and everything. The party was for people from my country. I don't really socialize with them because most of them are older than me. And the ones that are my age are just very different from me. Those girls are from rich family and spend money lavishly. Guys would say they are pretty damn hot. But being a geek, I would say that they dress up excessively.
Ah, the difference between nerds and "normal" people. We really do have different opinions. Those girls probably think I am out-of-style. To them, my clothes are rags. And I pretty much wear the same thing every day: a tee, a pair of jeans, and white tennis shoes. To me, they dress up like sluts. Not only do they like to show their skin, their face are always covered with layers and layers of make up. I don't know what it is with girls, but the more sensual ones seem to like to have their hair down. They indeed look very different from me. For I hardly ever wear make up (except for weddings and such social events), and my hair is always tied or braided.
Sorry for the digression. But I have not been saying things like this for a while. I am naturally a gossiper. Yes, a very bad one. When I was in high school, that was pretty much all I do. I used to be those loud, obnoxious people (imagine freshmen right out of high school). And the older folks from my country were annoyed and pretty much hated me. So I learned, to stay away from them. And I also learned, from being hated in high school, that it is better to not exist than to be hated. And I also learned, for being in this world for quite a while, that the only way to avoid being slandered, is to not show up to help anyone. Yes, to be forgotten was my goal. And I succeeded. Being distant from people made me more reserved. People don't know much about me. When I go to parties, I never was loud. I was the wet blanket. And now being so solemn, I am annoyed with loud people. I would discount them if they were younger than me, for I know how it is like to be stupid and self-centered. But people who are 3 years older than me? How do they never learn? I have learnt my lesson from freshman year. And it also amuses me how people very much respect her, despite her coarseness. Back when I was very unrefined, I was condemned. But this girl, was even worse than me. But she was very much admired. I looked at her, and I sighed. How foolish. How immature. How full of herself. And how do people like that?
