I totally screwed up today. I copied and pasted an email message for one professor to another (for grad school) and I forgot to changed the name to match the professor. And my undo sent mail on gmail was not on. And I screwed up my life. I won't even look into that school again. I won't even send emails to other professors. I totally made a fool of myself. This is so sad. That school seems interesting. But I will have to let it go. There are many schools in this country, anyways.
Enough with that.
This is so torturing. I see him online. And I'm so used to chatting with him when I really have the urge/ can find something to talk to him about. But now I can't do that, for I have decided to leave him alone. Shall I ever go online? He has been the main reason for me to appear online. I have always liked to be online to just see him being online too. How creepy is that?
I can't make up my mind. Shall I go online to just stalk him like this? I wanted to get over him!