so then we were grouped together. we were forced to cohabitate. i wanted to but ddnt. at first we were okay. but then u were being very dick like. so we stopped talking again. it was 2 weeks in the project and we had barely spoken to each other. i wud always over hear you talking to our 3rd group member Janeth about wanting things you cant have. it bugged me but i said nothing. then Janeth emailed me using ur skewl account "need help with the project, ii LOVE you babe (:" i was PISSED. they were toying wit me but i ddnt make a deal out of it to them. i ddnt want them to knw they got a reaction with me. that weekend you called me. and i answered. you told that u were sry wat Janeth did that and telling me that you told ur baby mama that u wanted to be with me not her. u also said that she was not okay with it of course and if u broke up with her to gett wit me, she wud take the kid away from u. you wanted with me but it was too much of a risk. then you told me something that make me happy but not at the same time. "i care more about you then my own kid." iddnt know how to react. and u told me u were going to break up with her. the following monday 4.19.10, i realized i had not gotten my period. i was 2 weeks late. i ddnt want to tell yuo just yet. i ddnt want to worry you for no reason if i wasnt pregnant. that day we spent the whole day together. you hadnt broken up wit her yet, but in the classes we were together, we were together like a couple. in art, we kept passing notes and hanging out with one another. we held hands and u asked me if u cud kiss me. i said no becuz u were still wit her. you wud look at me and u noticed that i wasnt feeling great. you wud ask wats wrong? i kept saying nothing but yuo knew something was up. later that day it was time for learning lab[xtra class used to get work done afterskewl] i ditched it so i cud hang out with you. we went to my house. i was going to "dye ur hair pink" but even i KNEW that wud not happen. we wud be busy being together nd that was true. we kissed but as soon as i did, my stomache turned for the worse. it was nausea. it was the nerves of not knowing if i was pregnant or not. but i still ddnt tell you. i acted normal. that day my sister came home early and i had to hide you in my closet. wenever im in there i think of you and how hard ur heart was racing. you put on my Hey Arnold shirt nd u kept it. you were going to spend the nite, u were gna hide out in my closet. but i said no, it wud b to risky. as you were about to leave u kept saying i love you Thalia. i said i love you too Cesar. and u said u knew something was wrong and u were there if i wanted to talk. we hugged and then i said "we mite have a problem" he looked at me confused. "i mite be pregant."..... TBC