so then summer happened. my gosh. that summer is too much for words. the summer where i fell in love with you. i rember you called me at 11-ish. it was weird because i always told you that if u were to EVER wake me up i'd 'kill' you. but i wasnt sleeping so it was okay. we talked for TWO hours. it was the longest convo we had at that point. it was around 1 1/2 hours into the convo where you said that you liked me. i ddnt know how to react. part of me was happy that you did but then at the same time you had a gf who was my friend. and idk. it wasnt much later wen i told you i felt the same. and then it started. we started. you started coming over to my house. the first day you came to my house, you were on my sisters bed and i was in my own. i was lying down watching you play Call of Duty 3. then you got up and laid next to me. i felt so goood being there with you. nd i rember that level we could not pass. lol. we tried but we failed. but everytime you did you would play with my hands while the game reloaded. it was perfect but we did not kiss. then you had to go. as soon as you got home you called me. sadly i was not near my phone but you called back later. the next day you came over again. then the next week. on the 3rd visit we had our first kiss. 7.15.08. and tho i felt wrong, my feelings for you were so right. we were together for a while more until school started. you were still with your girlfriend and we had something. we knew it had to end it, but i dont think we had the strength to stop. about a month into the new skewl year, SHE found out. eventually, me and her stopped being friends which i expected and ddnt really care. but you chose her. i was alone. we would still talk on the fone. but it wasnt the same. i missed you even tho i wud see you everyday. before long it was december and time for winter break. in my head, time for us to reunite. we did for one day and then u ddnt call me for the rest of the break. not even xmas. wen we got back to skewl, you kept getting near me. in subtle way. you ddnt want HER to see you. we messed around a lil bit but nothing big! then my birthday came. we hung out. we went out to eat, and wat did you do? broke my heart. you told me, u ddnt want US to continue. on my F C K I N G birthday!! nice present ass. so after that, i ddnt talk to you for a while. but OF COURSE i forgave you cuz i loved you. about a month later, i ended up giving my first bj to you. that week we were suppose to hang out later but you ended up ditching me for HER. so we stopped talking for a lil while. then we talked again and so on. we wud always make plans but you always would ditch me for her. and i was alone. then on Aug 14 2009 i found out the worse news. Fanny Mayra and Esme called me. they were hysterical and they told me that you got HER pregnant. she was 5 months prego.....tbc