i want to continue my affair with the piano
i want to be great and beautiful with my fingers
i want the world to hear the song inside of me
but i feel so clumsy, so weak
i want to learn many instruments
the cello especially
is there anything more passionate?
piano and cello
they're so romantic
dramatic
so emotional
they sedate you with their love
i also feel ashamed
since next semester i wont be playing piano
due to the classes i WILL be taking..
i just won't have the time to dedicate to it.
woe to they who feel music
and are powerless to stop it
or release it
and yet
i want it so badly
oh music, are you to be the lover i can never bed?