Tongue
Mayumi Olivar
Would you rather speak with barbed wire
words? You know exactly which thorn
cuts the deepest, which spot reaches the heart.
So we live in a tent of silence,
on muffled rage.
I've carried the scars you left me,
written on my body. Some days, I can hardly
walk upright.
So nothing is spoken, no honest words fly
in the air between us. I am dying
of my own suppressed poison.
Why does it hurt more? Why does it hurt still?
I swallow my own tongue
and disappear.
Mayumi Olivar
Would you rather speak with barbed wire
words? You know exactly which thorn
cuts the deepest, which spot reaches the heart.
So we live in a tent of silence,
on muffled rage.
I've carried the scars you left me,
written on my body. Some days, I can hardly
walk upright.
So nothing is spoken, no honest words fly
in the air between us. I am dying
of my own suppressed poison.
Why does it hurt more? Why does it hurt still?
I swallow my own tongue
and disappear.