He's a beautiful person. I don't think he knows that. I mean, he's arrogant as heck sometimes but I think that he knows his boundaries and things like that. He knows what his dreams and ambitions are and he will stop at nothing to get to them. That's something I truly admire in him. He's got big dreams, and so do I. They may be very different dreams, but we both know that we want them. He loves music, apparently. I love that in a person, especially him. I guess I'll just wait for him. He at least had enough respect for me to text me back. I appreciate that. That's gotta mean something, right? The fact that his parents know about me too means that he told them, I'm assuming. That could be really good or really bad. It could mean that he really likes me and told his parents about me and that I like him. Or it could mean that he really doesn't like me and just happened to tell his parents about some girl that likes him a lot. That would be me, obviously. I think that I'm the only girl who likes him. That's good. I don't think either of them do anymore. That's definitely something that I can count as a plus. It seems like I've got everything going for me except for him not being into the dating thing right now. That really sucks. Oh well. One day, something will happen. I just know it. It can't not happen; I've worked too hard and he's too perfect for me. I've written so many words about him that some might consider it pathetic. But that's okay. If love is what pathetic is, then I guess I'm one of the most pathetic people in the world. No one seems to grasp just how much I feel for him, particularly not him. Maybe someday he will know. And maybe then he'd feel the same as well! That would be awesome. Something that has never happened for me before. Not that I'm throwing some kind of pity party. I do that sometimes, but I refuse to anymore. I've turned into quite the optimist. It's a much better lifestyle than living pessimistically. I used to to that. It's not very fun and brings you down. You're not very happy if you're living pessimistically. So, in this situation especially, I have decided to look at the good things, the ones that point to the outcome that I want more than anything. This brings us to the question... Why do people want love so badly? Why do they seemingly need it? That's a story for another time.