I am very happy right now. I have my MacBook, school is starting soon, I've made a new friend, and I actually survived seeing him. I thought I would burst out in tears or puke when I saw him, but it was nothing like that. It was pure euphoria. I saw him for the first time in over two months. It was really, really awesome. I missed him so much and thought, up until that moment, that it would be a terrible thing to see him again. But, in reality, it was exactly what I needed to cure this bout of depression I've had. It wasn't so bad. It really wasn't. I missed him so much. I really do believe now in the phrase "absence makes the heart grow fonder." In my case, that is true. I love him more than ever. That thrills me. I am quite ready for school. Seeing him every day again will be so wonderful. I can't wait to get started.

Wish me luck; I hope this year is a good one!