s year a better year.
11:59 PM: One minute left... so much pressure to say something profound. Nah, not gonna happen. I can't think of anything to say anymore... I can only wait. Wait for that moment when suddenly I am older, more mature, and more responsible. Why do these things happen so fast? Damn it... why the fuck do we grow up so fast? Why does everything change so fucking fast?
4/19/11
12:00 AM: Happy birthday to me.
12:01 AM: I am afraid to move. To do anything at this moment. I am just sitting and contemplating. It's as if whatever my next movement defines me...
I need to stop taking everything so seriously.
11:59 PM: One minute left... so much pressure to say something profound. Nah, not gonna happen. I can't think of anything to say anymore... I can only wait. Wait for that moment when suddenly I am older, more mature, and more responsible. Why do these things happen so fast? Damn it... why the fuck do we grow up so fast? Why does everything change so fucking fast?
4/19/11
12:00 AM: Happy birthday to me.
12:01 AM: I am afraid to move. To do anything at this moment. I am just sitting and contemplating. It's as if whatever my next movement defines me...
I need to stop taking everything so seriously.
