didn't make me feel well. I know, I know. I was 18 and selfish and stupid. I'm allowed to be a raging hypocrite at that age. Anyways, we got back together shortly after that incident. I thought the guy from orientation stopped speaking to me after I got my period because he had no other reason to speak to me (I got my period within 24 hours of getting together with my boyfriend)...but it turns out he stopped talking to me because I chose my boyfriend over him. And he had every right to be hurt and angry by that decision because for all intents and purposes he had been a much better boyfriend than my actual boyfriend had been. I just couldn't see that, because I was still in love with my boyfriend.
Anyway, he is the first guy on my list. Oh I haven't told you, the reader, about my list? Well it's the title of the god damn story so I might as well. At the beginning of college I started a list (on excel because I'm classy) of the guys I've had sex (or at least 3rd base) with. Well not the guys so much as the times. It's simultaneously a way for me to track possible fathers and an experiment on my personal sexuality from ages 18-23. Basically my time in college.
So the name on the top of my list is Subject #1. The guy from the beginning of the story is Subject #3. The numbers correspond to the time I met them. I met this guy first, and then I met another guy, and then I met my benefriend. Got it?
But that time we had sex isn't on the list. Over the summer my boyfriend and I broke up again. Shocking, I know. It turns out that he last minute backed out of following me to my college to go to another school near by to go to a school 16 hours away. His parents would pay for his tuition there. They would not pay for his tuition at the school near me. They hated me. I wasn't too fond of them either. So, since our whole relationship had been based on long distance, and I was getting really fed up with it, especially since I knew I had other options to get the physical comfort I craved, I broke up with him. At best, BEST, I would see him once a semester, and that wasn't good enough for me anymore. So when I got to school, I hooked up with Subject #1 again. Since, I was still basically together with my now ex-boyfriend, he was fed up, too. So that ended quickly. My first burned bridge at college. Yea!
So back to the list. I take note (as objectively as possible) on 17 different categories.
Anyway, he is the first guy on my list. Oh I haven't told you, the reader, about my list? Well it's the title of the god damn story so I might as well. At the beginning of college I started a list (on excel because I'm classy) of the guys I've had sex (or at least 3rd base) with. Well not the guys so much as the times. It's simultaneously a way for me to track possible fathers and an experiment on my personal sexuality from ages 18-23. Basically my time in college.
So the name on the top of my list is Subject #1. The guy from the beginning of the story is Subject #3. The numbers correspond to the time I met them. I met this guy first, and then I met another guy, and then I met my benefriend. Got it?
But that time we had sex isn't on the list. Over the summer my boyfriend and I broke up again. Shocking, I know. It turns out that he last minute backed out of following me to my college to go to another school near by to go to a school 16 hours away. His parents would pay for his tuition there. They would not pay for his tuition at the school near me. They hated me. I wasn't too fond of them either. So, since our whole relationship had been based on long distance, and I was getting really fed up with it, especially since I knew I had other options to get the physical comfort I craved, I broke up with him. At best, BEST, I would see him once a semester, and that wasn't good enough for me anymore. So when I got to school, I hooked up with Subject #1 again. Since, I was still basically together with my now ex-boyfriend, he was fed up, too. So that ended quickly. My first burned bridge at college. Yea!
So back to the list. I take note (as objectively as possible) on 17 different categories.
