Insert corny montage. First love. At the beach. Falling asleep each night praying this lasts forever. Make promises. Think about the future. Fantasize about the future. Listen to the reality of his heartbeat. Realize this isn't what I need right now. Break promises. Sleep with someone else. Break his heart. Fall out of love. Break up. But really we're still together.
Insert me in my dorm room. Making out with a random. Insert my phone ringing. Insert the dread and guilt. Insert the confusion on the random's part. Insert answering the phone. Insert an empty I love you. Insert a conversation about my complicated relationship status. Extract random. Insert another lonely, confusing, guilt ridden night.
Insert constant fighting over the telephone. Insert a 16 hour difference in locations. Insert frustration. Insert disdain. Insert pity. Insert indifference.
Insert an irrevocable emotional numbness.
Begin story.
Insert me in my dorm room. Making out with a random. Insert my phone ringing. Insert the dread and guilt. Insert the confusion on the random's part. Insert answering the phone. Insert an empty I love you. Insert a conversation about my complicated relationship status. Extract random. Insert another lonely, confusing, guilt ridden night.
Insert constant fighting over the telephone. Insert a 16 hour difference in locations. Insert frustration. Insert disdain. Insert pity. Insert indifference.
Insert an irrevocable emotional numbness.
Begin story.
