Today is a new day. A new place...(a new place..). Without you here this isn't worth it. I don't want to climb out of bed, I don't want to breathe. I cannot breathe. This isn't easy. Why? This was supposed to be a release, something to relieve me of my pain and my hurt. Please, please let me open my eyes and see you....I cannot see you, you can't see my hurt. My heart it..it wont beat. Please, I would give anything, well most anything. I wouldn't give my soul, my soul is you. I have no one, no one can here me. Please listen to me. I know you would think... I can do this. If you were here..you would, you would push me. I would have the ability. I would believe you.

I see you, hello beautiful. Want to dance? I see you hiding a smile. Smile beautiful with your eyes like diamonds. What are your dreams? Are you sailing on some ship in some exotic sea...no? I could have pegged you for the sailor type. There's that smile again. You make my heart beat such a rhythm, only you. Only you could make my heart dance. You know what I dream of ? Do you? It's...never mind. Lets just say my heart soars when I do.
You know something else? You are the heart of my soul, and the sole of my heart. Without you I swear...
Oh no, it was just another memory...I need you, these movies, every night you come back and sing to me. Every morning I wake up from your most recent haunting.

We're fighting all the time, never is there a moment of peace between us. Is it that much to ask for just a moment with you. That's all I ask one moment,just you. What happens when it feels like forever is slipping away, try for always instead? There is only so long before that slips as well. No matter how you change the wordings, it will all ways break down to nothing.
Am I nothing? I have to change me, I would for you. Give up all of myself for you. Is that what you need? Maybe its what I need.
I am fighting myself. This seemingly impossible