i want you. i want your lips. teeth. eyes. ears. chest. hands. shoulders. neck. arms. stomach. legs. your whole body. we had amazing sex. no. we made love. we knew eachother's bodies all over. what was good and what was amazing. i never felt so close to you in those times. as soon as the clothes came off. and we both marveled at skin on skin contact. we wanted to touch every where. pleasure eachother to ecstasy. and marvel at the other. stare into eachother's eyes at we made love. that was the number one thing that turned me on and made me feel connected to you at the same time.
i will miss you forever. i even wrote a poem about you the other day?! but im living my life. im surviving and making all sorts of new connections. but nothing will ever make me forget my first love. there were happy times. times when you made me more happy than ever. so ill try to mostly remember those times. because they were the best.