I think I need a place to vent to something that isn't my diary.
well here it is i guess; I'm 15. I'm average looking and a little chubby(my friends would slap me for that) but it's true.I look like a bird. i live with old people and i do things i probably shouldn't. my mom died, my dad left us so it's just me. i started h.s this past September and i made a few really good friends but they don't always seem to actually care about me. my 2 closest friends are like (no they ARE) my sisters and i think i can rely on them but who knows.
no one really cares about the problems of a 15 year old girl but that doesn't mean we don't have them.
have you ever opened a magazine and thought "if i looked like her,i'd be really happy?" well i do that almost all the time.
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so i'm getting exiled for the 3 day weekend. i don't get to hang out with my friends.i don't get to see my bf. i don't get to do anything. that's my biggest thing right now. i hate this. i miss him already and i wont get to see him until at least next friday.
so i'm sitting here writing this when i honestly should be doing my hw.religion hw ironically enough.its so fake...the religion i follow is the one that makes me happy..therefore the one i don't have to get dressed up and get up early to go to mass.
Well that's my little rant for today.
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my stupid service isn't sending my messages. omg. as much as i love thunder and rain and lightning they are REAAAAAly inconvenient at this time. i was supposed to talk to Chris(my bf) on ooVoo tonight...but i don't think that's going to happen.i dont like this whole long distance thing at all. idk how Sammie does it; her bf lives like 2 hours away by train..mine only has an hour but still. like yeah this isn't cool. i just want to talk to him and to wish him luck on his bio test. but no. i won't see him in person for like 2 weeks..ugh i just need a flipping hug right now. this S.U.C.K.S
well here it is i guess; I'm 15. I'm average looking and a little chubby(my friends would slap me for that) but it's true.I look like a bird. i live with old people and i do things i probably shouldn't. my mom died, my dad left us so it's just me. i started h.s this past September and i made a few really good friends but they don't always seem to actually care about me. my 2 closest friends are like (no they ARE) my sisters and i think i can rely on them but who knows.
no one really cares about the problems of a 15 year old girl but that doesn't mean we don't have them.
have you ever opened a magazine and thought "if i looked like her,i'd be really happy?" well i do that almost all the time.
...................................................
so i'm getting exiled for the 3 day weekend. i don't get to hang out with my friends.i don't get to see my bf. i don't get to do anything. that's my biggest thing right now. i hate this. i miss him already and i wont get to see him until at least next friday.
so i'm sitting here writing this when i honestly should be doing my hw.religion hw ironically enough.its so fake...the religion i follow is the one that makes me happy..therefore the one i don't have to get dressed up and get up early to go to mass.
Well that's my little rant for today.
..........................
my stupid service isn't sending my messages. omg. as much as i love thunder and rain and lightning they are REAAAAAly inconvenient at this time. i was supposed to talk to Chris(my bf) on ooVoo tonight...but i don't think that's going to happen.i dont like this whole long distance thing at all. idk how Sammie does it; her bf lives like 2 hours away by train..mine only has an hour but still. like yeah this isn't cool. i just want to talk to him and to wish him luck on his bio test. but no. i won't see him in person for like 2 weeks..ugh i just need a flipping hug right now. this S.U.C.K.S
