I sometimes wonder how life can be so overwhelming to some people. This past week, i had to observe the most horrifying scene. My sister passed out in the middle of her living room. What was I supposed to do? What would you have done? If one of the most important people in your life, in front of your own eyes, was passed out on the floor, what would you have felt? For a second all the memories I had with her went through my mind like a slideshow. All the childhood memories we had together, all the fights and all the laughter. All the trips we took together and all the gossips. All of those nights that we used to sit up until the next morning, and talk about every single silly thing. Then I told myself, this cannot happen. I need her, and she needs me now.
The night ended with taking her to the hospital and connecting her to an IV bag! It turned out that her blood sugar went down and her body, being so weak, could not take it.
Sometimes we do not realize what we have, until we lose it, or we get close to loosing it. She is such a perfectionist, everything has to be perfect and goes as planned, otherwise she would panic. She gets so nervous over so many little things and she thinks she has to take care of everything, right now, because if this second passes then the world will end. I keep telling her to stop thinking, and to take one step at a time but who is to listen?!
I am worried for her. I am scared if I have to see her suffer like that! Everyone has a limit, and she has reached hers.
Life is not worth it. We were created to become important in something that we are good at. We were created to have fun, and enjoy life. And yes of course we were created to be creative, and to create a family, to protect our families and to provide for them. We were created to live life fully, yes, but without protecting ourselves, and without being healthy, this life is not going to run. This life would not have any meaning. Without YOU, this life does not exist. Without ME, life is not worth it.
Take care of yourself and your loved ones.
Cheerz
The night ended with taking her to the hospital and connecting her to an IV bag! It turned out that her blood sugar went down and her body, being so weak, could not take it.
Sometimes we do not realize what we have, until we lose it, or we get close to loosing it. She is such a perfectionist, everything has to be perfect and goes as planned, otherwise she would panic. She gets so nervous over so many little things and she thinks she has to take care of everything, right now, because if this second passes then the world will end. I keep telling her to stop thinking, and to take one step at a time but who is to listen?!
I am worried for her. I am scared if I have to see her suffer like that! Everyone has a limit, and she has reached hers.
Life is not worth it. We were created to become important in something that we are good at. We were created to have fun, and enjoy life. And yes of course we were created to be creative, and to create a family, to protect our families and to provide for them. We were created to live life fully, yes, but without protecting ourselves, and without being healthy, this life is not going to run. This life would not have any meaning. Without YOU, this life does not exist. Without ME, life is not worth it.
Take care of yourself and your loved ones.
Cheerz
