Now there's Alex- no good, incredible witty, immediate attraction, know it all and a little too forward Alex. And I didn't talk to Jason much all day because of Alex... but it has no future, and I miss Jason now. But convo with Alex is so good that I just haven't cut him off. I will. This is ridiculous.
January 2, 2015
I wish this thing recorded dates.. Maybe it does. This year will be a new one for the simple fact that I have quit my job and starting in March I expect my photography work to sustain me. I'm excited that theres an $800 dollar job in January for me and there may be a $2000 job with heron foundation still, I just hope that I can still get it. there may also be more as more companies and things other than families have begun reaching out to me. It's time to get everything back in order.. My new years resolution is to read everyday, not buy new clothes, and to write and letter everyday. I've started today since yesterday I went numb. Time to write my first story.
May 18 2020
We're in the middle of a global pandemic. So much has changed in the last 5 years. I grew and adventured I traveled the world for 3 months at a time starting in 2017, my business was thriving and NOT stressful for a bit, I got a studio apartment all on my own, I got plants that I didn't kill (still living), I got crazy into podcasts and politics, my deep relationships went deeper and the loose ones withered away, I experienced real anxiety and depression which knocked me off my feet, I met a man i'm in love with, I went back to school for art, most recently I picked up looming, I dress better- usually. Well pandemic aside, because now I wear sweats everyday. Dillon is working in the kitchen, and I need to finish my last digital color theory assignment as well as edit a job I messed up back in February (corrupted the card and had to use data recovery), but otherwise I'm done with school and I'm going to loom all well as a vacation to myself. I'm in Michigan at Dillon's right now. We've been here for almost 8 weeks, but first we were in mine in nyc for 2 weeks. We've been 'social distancing' this whole time. Haven't gone on trains, no physical work or school, everything online. It's bizarre. This weekend we'll head back to ny for a week to get my apartment ready to sublet. It'll be taken over for 3 months. Off to getting my stuff done.
January 2, 2015
I wish this thing recorded dates.. Maybe it does. This year will be a new one for the simple fact that I have quit my job and starting in March I expect my photography work to sustain me. I'm excited that theres an $800 dollar job in January for me and there may be a $2000 job with heron foundation still, I just hope that I can still get it. there may also be more as more companies and things other than families have begun reaching out to me. It's time to get everything back in order.. My new years resolution is to read everyday, not buy new clothes, and to write and letter everyday. I've started today since yesterday I went numb. Time to write my first story.
May 18 2020
We're in the middle of a global pandemic. So much has changed in the last 5 years. I grew and adventured I traveled the world for 3 months at a time starting in 2017, my business was thriving and NOT stressful for a bit, I got a studio apartment all on my own, I got plants that I didn't kill (still living), I got crazy into podcasts and politics, my deep relationships went deeper and the loose ones withered away, I experienced real anxiety and depression which knocked me off my feet, I met a man i'm in love with, I went back to school for art, most recently I picked up looming, I dress better- usually. Well pandemic aside, because now I wear sweats everyday. Dillon is working in the kitchen, and I need to finish my last digital color theory assignment as well as edit a job I messed up back in February (corrupted the card and had to use data recovery), but otherwise I'm done with school and I'm going to loom all well as a vacation to myself. I'm in Michigan at Dillon's right now. We've been here for almost 8 weeks, but first we were in mine in nyc for 2 weeks. We've been 'social distancing' this whole time. Haven't gone on trains, no physical work or school, everything online. It's bizarre. This weekend we'll head back to ny for a week to get my apartment ready to sublet. It'll be taken over for 3 months. Off to getting my stuff done.
