This is a real story, it's my life. I am recording this from the year 2011, 15 years of age don't exactly mean you'll (I'll) be happier.My life sucks, now take a peak at it.
January 26th of 2010
Dear Me,
January nine of two-thousand-and-eleven, I woke up today around 2 something in the afternoon. Neck pain, one of the things that distracted me, but sadly happened, it was more of just a little pain, it was a twisting ass-full pain, that didn't go away until the middle day of the week after, it is now January twenty-six of two-thousand-and-eleven, as you may know, I'm doing marvelously in school at the moment, I got a sticker on my my folder, two weeks in a row!...
Okay, so maybe it's not as cool as I saw it earlier at school. Besides my pathetic stroll on life, is just one mere step towards an upcoming fall. Yeah, how depressing can life be. The other day I saw this picture of a girl who cuts herself. I was completely revolted, I know how grumpy I feel at times, or even somewhat alone, but I would never, and I repeat, never would harm myself, just to 'take away the pain' as they call it. It's just stupid. If I feel bad, I'd rather hurt someone else. Ha, better them than me. No? Maybe that's a bit selfish, but that's how this ocean rolls.
Besides how close I am to finishing school, and finally moving on to the 10th grade, lets just say I'm pretty excited! By the time it's next year, if God's will is done, I will be in the 11th grade, and just a step closer to being in a University. Ah, it will just show how worth it, it was to suffer agonizing days at school. My life may not be so lived on, but I know my future will be bright. Even if life turns out not being exactly how I pictured it in the future, I think I'll be okay. As long as there is love in my heart, and people who support me, I'll be fine...
Maybe I didn't say much, but I am 15 years old. I'm in the 9th grade. This was the year I changed from school, due to my sister getting bullied by some narcissist bitches, but besides that, some of my old friends thought I was some idiot they could take advantage of. Too bad for them, for I don't have to live with their stupidity anymore. Hmm, that sounds so mean. Like a give a crap.
So, I'm just here, typing for no absolute reason, but to let my feelings do the talking,even though I had partially promised myself to not write a single 'bad word' in here. Oops, my bad, I guess I did it anyways...
Bye now. Love,
Lola, just your ordinary problematic teenager.
January 26th of 2010
Dear Me,
January nine of two-thousand-and-eleven, I woke up today around 2 something in the afternoon. Neck pain, one of the things that distracted me, but sadly happened, it was more of just a little pain, it was a twisting ass-full pain, that didn't go away until the middle day of the week after, it is now January twenty-six of two-thousand-and-eleven, as you may know, I'm doing marvelously in school at the moment, I got a sticker on my my folder, two weeks in a row!...
Okay, so maybe it's not as cool as I saw it earlier at school. Besides my pathetic stroll on life, is just one mere step towards an upcoming fall. Yeah, how depressing can life be. The other day I saw this picture of a girl who cuts herself. I was completely revolted, I know how grumpy I feel at times, or even somewhat alone, but I would never, and I repeat, never would harm myself, just to 'take away the pain' as they call it. It's just stupid. If I feel bad, I'd rather hurt someone else. Ha, better them than me. No? Maybe that's a bit selfish, but that's how this ocean rolls.
Besides how close I am to finishing school, and finally moving on to the 10th grade, lets just say I'm pretty excited! By the time it's next year, if God's will is done, I will be in the 11th grade, and just a step closer to being in a University. Ah, it will just show how worth it, it was to suffer agonizing days at school. My life may not be so lived on, but I know my future will be bright. Even if life turns out not being exactly how I pictured it in the future, I think I'll be okay. As long as there is love in my heart, and people who support me, I'll be fine...
Maybe I didn't say much, but I am 15 years old. I'm in the 9th grade. This was the year I changed from school, due to my sister getting bullied by some narcissist bitches, but besides that, some of my old friends thought I was some idiot they could take advantage of. Too bad for them, for I don't have to live with their stupidity anymore. Hmm, that sounds so mean. Like a give a crap.
So, I'm just here, typing for no absolute reason, but to let my feelings do the talking,even though I had partially promised myself to not write a single 'bad word' in here. Oops, my bad, I guess I did it anyways...
Bye now. Love,
Lola, just your ordinary problematic teenager.
