May 2nd, 2011
Dear Me,
So, it's been a while since I actually paid any attention to you... I just have to say, that next week is the last week I will be attending school. Cool, right. It just makes me want to smile until my cheeks hurt. Ha, yeah, besides that, I have a lot of Essay, Report and more related works, as my quarter exams, I just have to say, that I'm very proud of myself. Seeing, as my grades are stupendously glorious! If I were the 'past' me, I'd be jealous of my 'future' me grades, from now.
Well, duh, would be one of my great annoying phrases. Did you know I have become very close to all girls of my classroom. It's like I have a different 'best friend' every day, it feels kind of odd to be fought for ones attention. It feels so different, compared to my first days of school, when I wasn't so 'liked', since they thought I was a bitch of some sort. I know I'm not, but I can be at times, which seems pretty logical, since I am only human, and I do have my bad days. Just like today. It's that time of the month again. Lets face it, it's just a normal human female procedure, that even though I think shouldn't be such a nuisance, it somehow has to come. Ugh, those are just every days puncture to the heart.
I wonder how much of an 'oddball' can one feel, to just not stand it... Hmm, how is it? I know I'm a bit weird, but I really don't care what people think, say or feel about me. Well, if they like, that's a whole different story. Yeah, I smiling right now, and no, if you thought for a second that 'I' have a boyfriend, you must be out of your mind, not saying that I have never been asked to be a 'girlfriend', because if I said that, it'd be one of the biggest lies I could have ever told, seeing as I have been asked to be a fellow mates honey love partner, but I just have to let them down easy. Not my time yet. Sorry fellows, I'm too young for a serious relationship, even if it's just a pathetic teenager one day relationship (may last more, but whatever) that may or may not end well,. I have better things to do, than think about boys.
Anyways, just wasted a whole paragraph talking about relationships and boys. How humiliating.
I bet you didn't know I have 'never' kissed anyone, but it's not like I'm missing out on anything, there's no one I feel like kissing. So, yeah. There's not much of attractive guys in my school (high school), but there are some that have caught my eye, but I'm older than them, so that stops the engine from running. Bummer.
So, maybe when I start 10th grade a really hot guy might come. Yup, totally looking forward to that, but it's not like anything fairy-tale like might happen, so that's just a stupid idea. So, I'll just kill that. Bye.
Dear Me,
So, it's been a while since I actually paid any attention to you... I just have to say, that next week is the last week I will be attending school. Cool, right. It just makes me want to smile until my cheeks hurt. Ha, yeah, besides that, I have a lot of Essay, Report and more related works, as my quarter exams, I just have to say, that I'm very proud of myself. Seeing, as my grades are stupendously glorious! If I were the 'past' me, I'd be jealous of my 'future' me grades, from now.
Well, duh, would be one of my great annoying phrases. Did you know I have become very close to all girls of my classroom. It's like I have a different 'best friend' every day, it feels kind of odd to be fought for ones attention. It feels so different, compared to my first days of school, when I wasn't so 'liked', since they thought I was a bitch of some sort. I know I'm not, but I can be at times, which seems pretty logical, since I am only human, and I do have my bad days. Just like today. It's that time of the month again. Lets face it, it's just a normal human female procedure, that even though I think shouldn't be such a nuisance, it somehow has to come. Ugh, those are just every days puncture to the heart.
I wonder how much of an 'oddball' can one feel, to just not stand it... Hmm, how is it? I know I'm a bit weird, but I really don't care what people think, say or feel about me. Well, if they like, that's a whole different story. Yeah, I smiling right now, and no, if you thought for a second that 'I' have a boyfriend, you must be out of your mind, not saying that I have never been asked to be a 'girlfriend', because if I said that, it'd be one of the biggest lies I could have ever told, seeing as I have been asked to be a fellow mates honey love partner, but I just have to let them down easy. Not my time yet. Sorry fellows, I'm too young for a serious relationship, even if it's just a pathetic teenager one day relationship (may last more, but whatever) that may or may not end well,. I have better things to do, than think about boys.
Anyways, just wasted a whole paragraph talking about relationships and boys. How humiliating.
I bet you didn't know I have 'never' kissed anyone, but it's not like I'm missing out on anything, there's no one I feel like kissing. So, yeah. There's not much of attractive guys in my school (high school), but there are some that have caught my eye, but I'm older than them, so that stops the engine from running. Bummer.
So, maybe when I start 10th grade a really hot guy might come. Yup, totally looking forward to that, but it's not like anything fairy-tale like might happen, so that's just a stupid idea. So, I'll just kill that. Bye.
