The snap of the shutter. Light floods the film. Every wave penetrating and scarring the surface forever. It cannot be changed. This moment captured for eternity. All actions frozen in the past. To look back on the memories that will never age. A photo lasts forever.
Sound desk
I sit at the familiar stool with the wide array of buttons and knobs spread before me. I run my hand over the faded sliders leaving marks in the dust. My fingers slot into the natural position they had been trained so well to make.
That little doubt. The naggling in your mind. The darkness coming back.
The darkness sneaks back in. You can feel it slowly seeping through your mind. Try as you might to scoop it up it keeps spilling out. An unstoppable flood of terror waiting to release. The weight of it pulls you under. A slow death. Drowning in your own mind. No hands to help pull you out. Nothing to grab hold of but the despair.
It's taken over. Controls your mind, your thoughts, your life. Struggling to hold off from the inevitable end you wait. You fight. You give up.
I ran out of space in my brain. I can't study. I lost calculus. It's just gone. Well now i found calculus but as my brain is full its balanced precariously high on a stack of other things i hope dnt fall out. A few thngs like calculus i keep sitting ontop of the overflowing pile and they occasionally fall off and i have to pick them up, dust them off and put them back.
So it's been nearly a year. I am disappointed I lost this. But judging by my writings I can tell why I did.
Now I can look back and I can say that cloud is still here at the moment. But I have seen the sun, and it's bright. Ben can make the sun shine. Castle and Claudia can make the sun flicker its rays. People like Chris, Jess and Lexi can hold it up for me.
Sound desk
I sit at the familiar stool with the wide array of buttons and knobs spread before me. I run my hand over the faded sliders leaving marks in the dust. My fingers slot into the natural position they had been trained so well to make.
That little doubt. The naggling in your mind. The darkness coming back.
The darkness sneaks back in. You can feel it slowly seeping through your mind. Try as you might to scoop it up it keeps spilling out. An unstoppable flood of terror waiting to release. The weight of it pulls you under. A slow death. Drowning in your own mind. No hands to help pull you out. Nothing to grab hold of but the despair.
It's taken over. Controls your mind, your thoughts, your life. Struggling to hold off from the inevitable end you wait. You fight. You give up.
I ran out of space in my brain. I can't study. I lost calculus. It's just gone. Well now i found calculus but as my brain is full its balanced precariously high on a stack of other things i hope dnt fall out. A few thngs like calculus i keep sitting ontop of the overflowing pile and they occasionally fall off and i have to pick them up, dust them off and put them back.
So it's been nearly a year. I am disappointed I lost this. But judging by my writings I can tell why I did.
Now I can look back and I can say that cloud is still here at the moment. But I have seen the sun, and it's bright. Ben can make the sun shine. Castle and Claudia can make the sun flicker its rays. People like Chris, Jess and Lexi can hold it up for me.
