Okay... So I had a break down this past week. It was bad! I know there are good guys out there... And believe it or not, Ian and I are back together. I actually ended up getting jeneva's number and talking to her about everything. Basically it wasnt as bad as I had thought. Everything ended up turning out fine. I am glad. I realy have a lot of love for that boy! Anyways... On a different note... I have been so stressed with everything this past week (if you couldn't tell). I've been stressed with the Ian situation... School... work... everything else. So on friday I was trying to get ready for the day. I wanted to listen to some music on my lap top while I got ready. My lap top wasn't working... It was being reallllly slow! And my patience was so low... That I got so mad I punched my lap top in the screen. It shattered. Not physically shattered, but picture on the screen did. So that sucked. Luckily, it wasn't that nice of a lap top. Kind of old. And it was only 300 dollars.