this is a much later date.
it's friday night and everyone is either out or gone. this means no human interaction for now. maybe some drunk texts later, but not till much later. it's only 11:30. i have the strangest, most misguided and self-centered thoughts. it's always about boys. paul stopped by and said that everyone else had gone out to party. in my ideal dream world, they would all be here and i would easily do some gbs and then we would chill and entertaining stuff would happen. alas, no.
i've been in a daze. obviously. i have no concept of time, all i know is that we were getting back from the trails at about 6:30. I did lord knows what for almost an hour before going to get food just before 8. i watched arrested development, ate food, and listened to blackmill while going through imgur until i must've fallen asleep because i "woke" up at 10:20 or so. i've been lying on the floor (paul stopped and got a bandaid relatively recently here) thinking a lot. thinking about nothing in particular, about haircuts and uncles. thinking about family and friends and modern human relationships in the most general sense, but also specifically.
tonight is different from all of the previous tonights.
it's friday night and everyone is either out or gone. this means no human interaction for now. maybe some drunk texts later, but not till much later. it's only 11:30. i have the strangest, most misguided and self-centered thoughts. it's always about boys. paul stopped by and said that everyone else had gone out to party. in my ideal dream world, they would all be here and i would easily do some gbs and then we would chill and entertaining stuff would happen. alas, no.
i've been in a daze. obviously. i have no concept of time, all i know is that we were getting back from the trails at about 6:30. I did lord knows what for almost an hour before going to get food just before 8. i watched arrested development, ate food, and listened to blackmill while going through imgur until i must've fallen asleep because i "woke" up at 10:20 or so. i've been lying on the floor (paul stopped and got a bandaid relatively recently here) thinking a lot. thinking about nothing in particular, about haircuts and uncles. thinking about family and friends and modern human relationships in the most general sense, but also specifically.
tonight is different from all of the previous tonights.
