"We don't want another fourth of July Re-run".
Weird, is an understatement. Where have I been? The group is molding and changing in such a natural way that it has come full circle to completely unnatural for me. When you are watching from the outside, things are different. We were all together again, doing normal things, but it was awkward in the truest sense of the word. We don't fit together like we used to. There is a fresh new face to manipulate the group into what she wants it to be, and that does not coincide with what I signed up for.
Taylor asked me if I was mad today. Of course not. I am just finding my place with new people. She said she wants us all to hangout without having another fourth of July re-run. And I'm really not sure if this is possible. The reason for this being that the other people that made that holiday so uncomfortable have everyone exactly where they want them, not looking back at the people's faces they have walked upon and smashed on their climb to the top of the social ladder.
Weird, is an understatement. Where have I been? The group is molding and changing in such a natural way that it has come full circle to completely unnatural for me. When you are watching from the outside, things are different. We were all together again, doing normal things, but it was awkward in the truest sense of the word. We don't fit together like we used to. There is a fresh new face to manipulate the group into what she wants it to be, and that does not coincide with what I signed up for.
Taylor asked me if I was mad today. Of course not. I am just finding my place with new people. She said she wants us all to hangout without having another fourth of July re-run. And I'm really not sure if this is possible. The reason for this being that the other people that made that holiday so uncomfortable have everyone exactly where they want them, not looking back at the people's faces they have walked upon and smashed on their climb to the top of the social ladder.
