-A FEW MORE HOURS AFTER THAT-
I look like shit. Rolled into a bit of fucked up. Yeah, I'm tired. I have rehearsal in about less than an hour. My mother isn't here to take me yet. And I don't feel well without sleep. Argh. I'm starving. But I noticed something peculiar...I use Google for EVERYTHING. Ex. "How to not look sleepy. How to calm nervousness. And what is wrong with me?" Ah, goodnight. I'm going to try and last through a four hour rehearsal of shit I already know.
So, I haven't written in a while. And it's because I've become more sane than my previous writings state. I have the hiccups. But all those shananigans I call my thoughts are true. I do in fact love Logan Lerman, real or not. I have become addicted to Tetris (I always have been but it's getting worse. I have been dreaming of colorful bricks falling in my sleep.) and Spotify. I like sunny days. I mean all these bitches are like, "I LUV THE RAINNN!! <333" I'm just like...well that shit is depressing. I want it to sunny and damn beautiful, you know? I mean I love it when it rains at night because a) I don't have to see the depressing shit going on outside my window and b) peaceful sleep. But I just love sunny Summer and Autumn days. They feel good. Hm, what do I even have to say. I don't go outside. I haven't been outside my house in a few days now. Usually I'd go weeks without sun on my skin. Two Summers ago, I went to Walmart a few times and that was the only time I went out. Ever.
I want to work at Google. I mean look at this: http://www.bforbel.com/2011/04/inside-google-office.html
I would love that stuff. I mean hey, I love Google. Seriously. And I'm smart! I start my Freshman year in three days. Fuck. Here comes a bunch of homework and no social life JCIB brings. So, I'm going to play Tetris while I can. Good afternoon. It's 1:06 PM right now here.
Oh and I was going crazy with the thirty of no sleep in those last posts.
Sincere love,
Lee
I look like shit. Rolled into a bit of fucked up. Yeah, I'm tired. I have rehearsal in about less than an hour. My mother isn't here to take me yet. And I don't feel well without sleep. Argh. I'm starving. But I noticed something peculiar...I use Google for EVERYTHING. Ex. "How to not look sleepy. How to calm nervousness. And what is wrong with me?" Ah, goodnight. I'm going to try and last through a four hour rehearsal of shit I already know.
So, I haven't written in a while. And it's because I've become more sane than my previous writings state. I have the hiccups. But all those shananigans I call my thoughts are true. I do in fact love Logan Lerman, real or not. I have become addicted to Tetris (I always have been but it's getting worse. I have been dreaming of colorful bricks falling in my sleep.) and Spotify. I like sunny days. I mean all these bitches are like, "I LUV THE RAINNN!! <333" I'm just like...well that shit is depressing. I want it to sunny and damn beautiful, you know? I mean I love it when it rains at night because a) I don't have to see the depressing shit going on outside my window and b) peaceful sleep. But I just love sunny Summer and Autumn days. They feel good. Hm, what do I even have to say. I don't go outside. I haven't been outside my house in a few days now. Usually I'd go weeks without sun on my skin. Two Summers ago, I went to Walmart a few times and that was the only time I went out. Ever.
I want to work at Google. I mean look at this: http://www.bforbel.com/2011/04/inside-google-office.html
I would love that stuff. I mean hey, I love Google. Seriously. And I'm smart! I start my Freshman year in three days. Fuck. Here comes a bunch of homework and no social life JCIB brings. So, I'm going to play Tetris while I can. Good afternoon. It's 1:06 PM right now here.
Oh and I was going crazy with the thirty of no sleep in those last posts.
Sincere love,
Lee
