Mum came late today. everytime this happens i get bad thoughts of her being hurt somewhere in an accident or even worse, of her being dead. When such thoughts cross my mind i follow a ritual-i shut my eyes tight and pray to lord to protect her, i try to think of something else and then i get restless and start making calls to her office. she is the only parent i have and she is my source of life and inspiration. she motivates, criticizes me. she is a tough women and brought me up with strict manners. today she is the best friend i have. not that we never had fights. fights, ego-clashes, blame-game and tears, our relationship has gone through it all. but what matters that we have still stuck together and we will always be. the thought of losing her makes me shudder. thats something i keep reminding myself time and again- "Do not take your mother for granted".
life otherwise is going fine and there is lots that i need to achieve. but as long as i have my loved ones, Mum and Vishal, i know i can sail through any storm.
vishal is little pissed off with me since we havent had a talk for more than a fortnight now. my phone isnt working. so we both manage to chat on net whenever we both happen to be online on facebook or gmail.


Exams are exactly a week away now. but I am hardly motivated to pick up a book and read. Thats not such a good thing because I want to study further and I need good results. I want to get good class in Masters and want to finish PhD. So the academic scores are important.

maybe today I will......!!!