I continue, as if what I am saying makes sense,
"The relationship I am in is less demanding. I can stalk him according to my convenience. He's not supposed to know it anyways." I smile, believing that I won the argument.
"You're so ridiculous. Your relationship is less demanding because it doesn't even exist!" Before Matt could continue, the lecturer enters the room. I look at him angrily, he still has that disbelief look on his face. I hate how he accuses my relationship with my stalker.

"Candy, are you mad at me?" Matt asks me as I put my notebook away. I look into his brown eyes, not knowing what to tell him. Yes, I am upset. But is it because of what he said or the condition I am in?
"I need to get to work," I reply.

For the rest of the day, the thought that I am ridiculous bothered me so much. I appear to be a studious student who never goes on a date because of my devotion to school. But in reality, I am spending so much time stalking this one guy. Am I crossing the line?

That evening after I showered, I made tuna melt and eat it in front of my laptop. Ah, how I love seeing the blue log-in screen, and how I feel less guilty for wasting my time when I eat as I stalk! At the moment, I feel like I have everything I wanted. I check my IM and smile as I see his name with a green dot in front of it. He's online! I haven't chat with him for about four days, so I allow myself to greet him,
"Hey"

Nothing...

I stream South Park from its website and hope he would reply to me by the time the show is over.

Nothing...

I am irritated, that green dot is still in front of his name. Why is he not replying?