How could he love me if i can't love myself?
OHOHOH!! I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!! PICK ME!!!
yes?
HE CAN"T. no one could, because as i've said before i am disgusting.
half a bagle, slice of cold pizza, a bowl of lettuce,an entire cucumber,and a bag of pop rocks. everything i've eaten today. all i will eat as long as i can help it.
ran 1.7 miles today.nearly passed out because i haven't been sticking to my routine and got out of shape again. there was this group of guys at the park where i run and they laughed at me every time i went past them because my thighs are that gross.i know they are.they ddn't have to do that. i know myself just how nasty looking i am.
i will be 105 by the begining of sophmore year. thats roughly 3 months to loose about 15lbs. i will do it. i can and i will because i have to. never will i be laughed at for my ugly-ness. after i loose the weight i'm going to start saving money up to get a nose job. i need that too.
i've always wanted lypo but i can't get tht.not allowed.
i'm also going to dye my hair black at some point. i need to do that too. i will also stop going to mass. i hate it there. all the stuffy old moth ladies stare at me.then they make faces at my family for letting something as ugly as me out of the house with out my plastic bag.
my tummy hurts from my pills. it says "why did you eat that?" "WHY?" and then it makes me sick. it's no fun but if it makes me beautiful then i will stand the pain. My motto "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels."---Kate Moss.
my thinspo is Alexis Bledel and Anne Hathaway. they are perfect. i will be like them. i will be perfect. i will be thin for me. i will. i will. iwill.iwill. willwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwon'twillwillwon't..willwon'twillwillwillwillwillwon'twillwillwill.HAVE TO.no.questions.asked.
OHOHOH!! I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!! PICK ME!!!
yes?
HE CAN"T. no one could, because as i've said before i am disgusting.
half a bagle, slice of cold pizza, a bowl of lettuce,an entire cucumber,and a bag of pop rocks. everything i've eaten today. all i will eat as long as i can help it.
ran 1.7 miles today.nearly passed out because i haven't been sticking to my routine and got out of shape again. there was this group of guys at the park where i run and they laughed at me every time i went past them because my thighs are that gross.i know they are.they ddn't have to do that. i know myself just how nasty looking i am.
i will be 105 by the begining of sophmore year. thats roughly 3 months to loose about 15lbs. i will do it. i can and i will because i have to. never will i be laughed at for my ugly-ness. after i loose the weight i'm going to start saving money up to get a nose job. i need that too.
i've always wanted lypo but i can't get tht.not allowed.
i'm also going to dye my hair black at some point. i need to do that too. i will also stop going to mass. i hate it there. all the stuffy old moth ladies stare at me.then they make faces at my family for letting something as ugly as me out of the house with out my plastic bag.
my tummy hurts from my pills. it says "why did you eat that?" "WHY?" and then it makes me sick. it's no fun but if it makes me beautiful then i will stand the pain. My motto "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels."---Kate Moss.
my thinspo is Alexis Bledel and Anne Hathaway. they are perfect. i will be like them. i will be perfect. i will be thin for me. i will. i will. iwill.iwill. willwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwillwon'twillwillwon't..willwon'twillwillwillwillwillwon'twillwillwill.HAVE TO.no.questions.asked.
