Wow! It's been awhile since I wrote anything then. How time passes. I actually forgot about an email account I had which had all the reminders. I actually almost forgot I wrote this a few months ago. Interesting insight into my life then though.
So it's Friday the 13th May 2011 now. Have had lots of changes over past few months. I did manage to slightly stalk the bass player, see him about quite a lot now, however I didn't go there. I gave in to the person who was stalking/chasing me, hee, hee. I decided to just date at weekends which I have to say is quite interesting. I've always been passionate when falling in love, so much so I'd dive in with all my soul. Made for intense relationships. So after the last scene I was caught up in for nine years (only to discover what a boring life that led to), I decided to change my style of involvement with the opposite sex. So far it has been pretty successful.
With these changes my garden has evolved into a colourful picture with flowery smells. I take photo's a lot now too. I go to work diligently every day which still whacks me out! I enjoy my bus rides at this time of the year, particularly in this wonderful weather. I saw one of the teletubbies walking through Brixton town today. Looked totally random.
I ache with emotional empathy today, Friday the 13th. My friend just told me some crap news. We've been friends for a long time and through hell and back together. It's just that the hell never seems to end. It eases at times but suddenly can come bungling back when you least expect it, uprooting everything you think is stable and reliable with even more volume than before. Basically life can be such shit sometimes. It's simply not bloody fair!
Still it's Friday and the weekend and I'm wondering if it's too early to have a beer. Think I'll have a couple, stay in, watch crap TV (or just have it on in the background), go on the laptop. Yes! I do mean....be a complete slob for the evening.
"Tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day".
So it's Friday the 13th May 2011 now. Have had lots of changes over past few months. I did manage to slightly stalk the bass player, see him about quite a lot now, however I didn't go there. I gave in to the person who was stalking/chasing me, hee, hee. I decided to just date at weekends which I have to say is quite interesting. I've always been passionate when falling in love, so much so I'd dive in with all my soul. Made for intense relationships. So after the last scene I was caught up in for nine years (only to discover what a boring life that led to), I decided to change my style of involvement with the opposite sex. So far it has been pretty successful.
With these changes my garden has evolved into a colourful picture with flowery smells. I take photo's a lot now too. I go to work diligently every day which still whacks me out! I enjoy my bus rides at this time of the year, particularly in this wonderful weather. I saw one of the teletubbies walking through Brixton town today. Looked totally random.
I ache with emotional empathy today, Friday the 13th. My friend just told me some crap news. We've been friends for a long time and through hell and back together. It's just that the hell never seems to end. It eases at times but suddenly can come bungling back when you least expect it, uprooting everything you think is stable and reliable with even more volume than before. Basically life can be such shit sometimes. It's simply not bloody fair!
Still it's Friday and the weekend and I'm wondering if it's too early to have a beer. Think I'll have a couple, stay in, watch crap TV (or just have it on in the background), go on the laptop. Yes! I do mean....be a complete slob for the evening.
"Tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day".
