Morning.... phone rings, it says 4:45 AM. I wake up, everything is dizzy. But I must get up, school is waiting. Breakfast, cereal, everyday the same. What is today on the school plan? I fill my bag and go to my bike.
It's cold outside. I don't know how but you can fill the chill of the wind.
The train... Today it stopped again, on the same place at the same time. I walk in, a friend is also there. A 3/4 hour long drive, again. I get to my location but school doesn't start before 7:15 AM, so I have 3/4 of an hour left.
The bar. Everyday the same drink, it's cheap and good. What else do you want. Schoolmates are also there, talking, checking a book to look up what will be in the test today.
School.... the biggest "every day the same dream". You sit there, listening to the teacher if you like it or not. If it is interesting or not... it doesn't matter. Because you have to be there to make it through the school. To have some papers after you finish school, even if they are not that needed in todays world. Oh yea, todays world, how bad it is. The systems that run it, the economy that runs it, politics.... it's all not needed, useless. Only there to control the people. But what can you do... nothing much than wait for a revolution. Even if you know that there are others that think like you... what can you do? So you try to go with the flow, the system as long as it goes. But your mind doesn't want to go that far. When you learn stuff in school that is useless, they you stop listening, and start thinking what could be changed. But there is too much to be changed.
And so you wait. Waiting for a revolution, going with the flow. And in the same time you are destroying the flow, going against it in a way, that others don't see it.
I get home. Happy because I finished everything in school that needs to be done. Waiting for Friday... holidays, free time, friends, no school, NO SYSTEM!
Checking my "speed-links" in Opera browser. I do it all the time. I hate boredom, it's a sin. But I can't resist it, I keep checking the web for new stuff, even if I know there is nothing to be found. And so I waste my time, when I should be doing stuff that I like. Making games.
But then I find OnePagePerDay.com. It was on LifeHacker and so I clicked the link. Kinda sceptical at the start "why should I write something?". I don't know how to write something "artistically". But then I just start writing. It is nice. I don't mind my grammar, because noone will read it. I don't mind for everything.... I simply write
It's cold outside. I don't know how but you can fill the chill of the wind.
The train... Today it stopped again, on the same place at the same time. I walk in, a friend is also there. A 3/4 hour long drive, again. I get to my location but school doesn't start before 7:15 AM, so I have 3/4 of an hour left.
The bar. Everyday the same drink, it's cheap and good. What else do you want. Schoolmates are also there, talking, checking a book to look up what will be in the test today.
School.... the biggest "every day the same dream". You sit there, listening to the teacher if you like it or not. If it is interesting or not... it doesn't matter. Because you have to be there to make it through the school. To have some papers after you finish school, even if they are not that needed in todays world. Oh yea, todays world, how bad it is. The systems that run it, the economy that runs it, politics.... it's all not needed, useless. Only there to control the people. But what can you do... nothing much than wait for a revolution. Even if you know that there are others that think like you... what can you do? So you try to go with the flow, the system as long as it goes. But your mind doesn't want to go that far. When you learn stuff in school that is useless, they you stop listening, and start thinking what could be changed. But there is too much to be changed.
And so you wait. Waiting for a revolution, going with the flow. And in the same time you are destroying the flow, going against it in a way, that others don't see it.
I get home. Happy because I finished everything in school that needs to be done. Waiting for Friday... holidays, free time, friends, no school, NO SYSTEM!
Checking my "speed-links" in Opera browser. I do it all the time. I hate boredom, it's a sin. But I can't resist it, I keep checking the web for new stuff, even if I know there is nothing to be found. And so I waste my time, when I should be doing stuff that I like. Making games.
But then I find OnePagePerDay.com. It was on LifeHacker and so I clicked the link. Kinda sceptical at the start "why should I write something?". I don't know how to write something "artistically". But then I just start writing. It is nice. I don't mind my grammar, because noone will read it. I don't mind for everything.... I simply write
