Tuesday 16/11/2010
It seems that tomorrow's topic has found me. I think that I am going depressive. This is as of like 20 minutes ago. I am actually loosing the desire to write anything as I write this sentence. I don't really feel like doing anything. Too bad that I am at work. I actually just feel kind of gross. I shouldn't feel like this, I have been with Erin a lot and that does actually make me happy and relaxed. For some reason I also just am really tired. Writing this is becoming increasingly difficult. Whatever, I need to stop whining. Just gotta keep writing. This time at least is not as bad as it has been. No suicidal thoughts, yay! :) But alas I continue to feel worse.
I wish I could say that my emotions do not affect me, but hey why lie to someone when everyone is anonymous right? I have been paying attention to my body language. According to my roommate who seems to know me better than I do these days, my posture changes. I'm not going to write anymore, I don't have anything more to say anyway.
It seems that tomorrow's topic has found me. I think that I am going depressive. This is as of like 20 minutes ago. I am actually loosing the desire to write anything as I write this sentence. I don't really feel like doing anything. Too bad that I am at work. I actually just feel kind of gross. I shouldn't feel like this, I have been with Erin a lot and that does actually make me happy and relaxed. For some reason I also just am really tired. Writing this is becoming increasingly difficult. Whatever, I need to stop whining. Just gotta keep writing. This time at least is not as bad as it has been. No suicidal thoughts, yay! :) But alas I continue to feel worse.
I wish I could say that my emotions do not affect me, but hey why lie to someone when everyone is anonymous right? I have been paying attention to my body language. According to my roommate who seems to know me better than I do these days, my posture changes. I'm not going to write anymore, I don't have anything more to say anyway.
