I love the feeling of cleaning. I mean, I don't like cleaning out and taking all that time and the actual work... but like most people, I appreciate the accomplishment. For months now, I have felt like the cleanliness of my house was directly affecting my happiness. My house isn't very clean, and I thought that might be what's stressing me. That sounds crazy doesn't it? But I guess there are tons of people who are totally into feng shui and stuff. I feel like there might be a lot of negative energy in my house, but I don't know how to get rid of it, or if you even can. I'm not sure I believe in energy, and I have a feeling if I got the house "cleansed" and I DID feel better, it would just be a placebo effect. Oh well.
I'm half excited to paint and switch rooms. It's kind of sad. I attach memories to objects and places. I don't want to paint over my sister's stenciled butterflies, or move my bed... I don't know. I'm so weird. Do you think I'm weird? I do.

It has been a long time since I have written anything. So let me update you (you being whoever is reading this, probably no one because no one cares.) I got the job. The nannying job. I work for the Guerin family, and it is exhausting. I chase around a two year old and a four year old all day. They speak limited french. Earlier on, I said "I bet the two year old is a real Einstein". I meant that sarcastically, but it turned out to be true. The five year old however... not so much. Both of the children are spoiled rotten, they cry and wail when they don't get their way. Oooh dear. And I have to cook vegan, gluten free, nut free, pitted fruit free, soy free, wheat free, dairy free food. Do you know how untasty and difficult that is? Naturally, the kids don't like it. So that's not too fun. I also have to do laundry, sweep, and clean the kitchen. It's quite time consuming. I make about $350 a week. So it's not... terrible. I guess. I am so exhausted. I wake up at 5, and get home at 6. I'm so tired that I go right to sleep and don't accomplish anything. I am considering quitting, but I don't know if I should. It is good money. I could buy paint for my room. And drivers ed. And a puppy. Whew? I don't know.