Yes, my friend. I have realized and accepted I am addicted to those damn Ricola Cough Suppressants/Throat Drops. They have this herbal yet minty taste. For some reason they remind me of Lucille Ball when she did the Vitameatavegamin commercial. :D Further more, I need something to do. It is barely the second day to Winter Break. I've already gotten into a fight with my sister, and I terribly want a dog. :/ Good news, ... No good news. I've began to clean my room. hmm what else. Oh! I used my Sharpie Pens today. Can't wait to buy my MAC red lipstick. I really do get more excited with new things. Especially school supplies or makeup. It keeps my mind off other things I really don't want to think about. I should really get off facebook more often. It's not even that fun anymore. Cos I have no homework :p
well I do but I don't go to school. I terribly miss Mezcala and everyone there. Carlos hasn't been online lately :/ I feel I can tell him how much and why I liked Mezcala so much. I hope everyones doing alright. I heard what's his face might get married... I still want to know why he'd smile. I think he wanted to be friends but isn't know how. I just made myself look so stupid in front of him! I wish I was more outgoing and wouldn't make myself look stupid most of the time. I really wish Carlos goes online.

sincerely, meliza