1) Last week - I realize where I sort of fumbled. I am not asking for any type of solution just maybe an ear. I guess I should be totally content that those little things will just happen at the point when there is more of an us. It will just happen automatically.
2) I am a little nervous about the 3 weddings we will be attending because I am trying to keep my cool and not act too excited and not
i wanted to meet someone also who wasn't a writer - and criticisng i wanted to have something I was good at and let him be good at something. He wasn't a writer he had a business and marketing degree. but he was the most critcal.
2) I think it is really nice to dream and tease and talk about the future in a teasing way but enough is enough about wouldn't it be funny if you introduced me to Joe as your wife at Darren's party or wouldn't it be funny if you introduced me to your neighbor at the fair. No, its not funny. Or the jokes just on me. If you say those things to sort of get a response from me, then just talk about it. I was joked about at a class reunion once how I was going to be proposed to soon.
3) I haven't brought up the m word again beyond very vague because last time when we talked a bunch about it you told me it was something you weren't ready for or were saying maybe its why you were dragging your feet on the kitchen so I backed off.
I don't want it to be that I have to be pregnant for it to happen.
I guess i don't want to be always told no - no you cannot stay with me. Sorry those of the rules. and not just yet on this or that. Well you can't say it forever. Someday you have to say yet or you have to say, you know this is what I wuld like to work out. It is sure better than a bomb dropping
I just want you to consider yourself that you are not a part of your parents household but a part of yours and you are living there temporarily until your house is done.
I guess I was just considering the prospec that I was very fortunate that we were starting a third year, but also thinking, I can't open endedly follow the exact same path. Trying to not offend anyone, spending the exact same days together. Going home late at night. Doing it again. Fitting in.
I guess I don't want to live waiting to be hit on a head with an apple. I have lived that way before. Career wise and other things wise, when I felt something was right I went for it. But relationship wise, there was sometimes I went with my heart and sometimes just figured someday an apple would bonk me on the head. I don't want to be bonked.
There are certain things that I would want to talk about before getting bonked and there are things that would have to take place after.
2) I am a little nervous about the 3 weddings we will be attending because I am trying to keep my cool and not act too excited and not
i wanted to meet someone also who wasn't a writer - and criticisng i wanted to have something I was good at and let him be good at something. He wasn't a writer he had a business and marketing degree. but he was the most critcal.
2) I think it is really nice to dream and tease and talk about the future in a teasing way but enough is enough about wouldn't it be funny if you introduced me to Joe as your wife at Darren's party or wouldn't it be funny if you introduced me to your neighbor at the fair. No, its not funny. Or the jokes just on me. If you say those things to sort of get a response from me, then just talk about it. I was joked about at a class reunion once how I was going to be proposed to soon.
3) I haven't brought up the m word again beyond very vague because last time when we talked a bunch about it you told me it was something you weren't ready for or were saying maybe its why you were dragging your feet on the kitchen so I backed off.
I don't want it to be that I have to be pregnant for it to happen.
I guess i don't want to be always told no - no you cannot stay with me. Sorry those of the rules. and not just yet on this or that. Well you can't say it forever. Someday you have to say yet or you have to say, you know this is what I wuld like to work out. It is sure better than a bomb dropping
I just want you to consider yourself that you are not a part of your parents household but a part of yours and you are living there temporarily until your house is done.
I guess I was just considering the prospec that I was very fortunate that we were starting a third year, but also thinking, I can't open endedly follow the exact same path. Trying to not offend anyone, spending the exact same days together. Going home late at night. Doing it again. Fitting in.
I guess I don't want to live waiting to be hit on a head with an apple. I have lived that way before. Career wise and other things wise, when I felt something was right I went for it. But relationship wise, there was sometimes I went with my heart and sometimes just figured someday an apple would bonk me on the head. I don't want to be bonked.
There are certain things that I would want to talk about before getting bonked and there are things that would have to take place after.
