morning writing morning writing morning writing morning writing morning writing. dear gods, dear muses, dear ghosts, dear demons please let me write out my head. let me write it out and get the inside outoutout. morning writing morning writing morning writing morning writing. so happy to have the night over, what a terrible night. reading doesn't help, the television doesn't help, the racing heart doesn't help, the loving boyfriend doesn't help, the cute puppy doesn't help. all i saw was flashing images, oh and there's a glimpse of a dream but then it's gone. let's pick up the book again and hope i can fall asleep reading it without knowing i fell asleep reading it, my favorite way.
awake, shake dreams from your hair my pretty child my sweet one. choose the day, choose the sign of your day first thing you see.
there's an audience and a story in there somewhere we'll have to operate it out today. i can give the scalpel and i can give the scissors. i can give mend up and get it straight and move forward i just want to get it outoutout. focus on the up and up, focus on the story, focus on the locus, remember what you already know and get it outoutout.
morning pages morning pages morning pages morning pages let's pray. dear gods, let me have the strength to do this. dear muses, let me have the talent to do this. dear ghosts let me get the truth. dear demons let me get you right. precision and focus and truth, i invoke thee let me not fuck it up.
morning pages morning pages morning pages morning pages, someone told me to do this that it would help. i'll keep at it, i'm on track and keeping but oh it used to be so easy.