Boys boysboysboys. What is it about boys that makes my stomach start to stumble, it makes my toes get all antsy, makes my thoughts get all dansy, and I know it makes things warmer in my pantsy. Haha but despite all that, if we are not stable with ourselves enough yet, such feelings are actually energy, and what happens is that energy is transformed/transferred into whatever we want. For me, I am still very nervous, so the energy is tensed and coiled. When I am fully self-confident though, the energy is released free and strength embodies me. That's all I hope to feel. Remember, there are no mistakes, only lessons.