to be a mother, but despite the shitty way it was presented, my husband had a point. I would never have graduated high school if I'd kept my first born. He's grown up with so much more than I could have given him (he plays the piano, and another instrument I can't remember the name of, but I think it's a brass, as well as participates in Soccer, and swimming every year, not to mention he's so smart.)
As usually happens in a relationship where a boyfriend gets a girl pregnant and doesn't raise a finger to defend her while she's being verbally atacked, me and the boyfriend eventually broke up. It was the middle of my junior year, and he wanted to see if the grass was greener not just on the other side, but everywhere else. I hope he's found all the pleasure that can be had from other girls, though I hear most didn't have near the libido I did, and weren't as turned on by nerds as I am. Oh well!
I "dated" two other guys, one only lasting a handfull of months, the other nearly a year. Both were gamers. I realize at this point I failed to mention that we were all roleplayers. We'd play anything from Dungeons&Dragons, Magic the gathering, Vampire, Hunters hunted, etc. All tabletop though, I only ever played one LARP at two seperate conventions. I realize now I'm more of a Geek than I thought I was back then, but anyway on to the ghosts...I heard through my friend that an old GM was being naughty with one of my hunters hunted characters...I was not happy about this. In retaliation I joined the group and forced him to stop NPCing my character badly...damn that Klepto GM...Said character happened to be married to my future husband's character (this happened before I gave birth to my first born, and before he had his asshole moment.) I will say, the time we roleplayed our characters falling in love was one I'll always remember, because dispite being my boyfriend's friend, I thought my husband was hot, and secretly had fantisies about him at night.
April 4, 2011
So, apparently someone wanted to gently remind me that I haven't written here. Okay I've been busy trying to sew for money. I don't get much, but I enjoy it and it has gotten me to do more around the house. My husband has been getting grumpy about it. I don't understand, it's like he was happier when I was sitting on the computer all day, but now that I'm acutally getting things done around the house he's upset that I couldn't get myself motivated before, or that the sewing doesn't pay me enough. (I get 50 cents per unit I complete.) All last week he was a grumpy butt and it was making me pretty grumpy at him. We'll see if things are better this week.
As usually happens in a relationship where a boyfriend gets a girl pregnant and doesn't raise a finger to defend her while she's being verbally atacked, me and the boyfriend eventually broke up. It was the middle of my junior year, and he wanted to see if the grass was greener not just on the other side, but everywhere else. I hope he's found all the pleasure that can be had from other girls, though I hear most didn't have near the libido I did, and weren't as turned on by nerds as I am. Oh well!
I "dated" two other guys, one only lasting a handfull of months, the other nearly a year. Both were gamers. I realize at this point I failed to mention that we were all roleplayers. We'd play anything from Dungeons&Dragons, Magic the gathering, Vampire, Hunters hunted, etc. All tabletop though, I only ever played one LARP at two seperate conventions. I realize now I'm more of a Geek than I thought I was back then, but anyway on to the ghosts...I heard through my friend that an old GM was being naughty with one of my hunters hunted characters...I was not happy about this. In retaliation I joined the group and forced him to stop NPCing my character badly...damn that Klepto GM...Said character happened to be married to my future husband's character (this happened before I gave birth to my first born, and before he had his asshole moment.) I will say, the time we roleplayed our characters falling in love was one I'll always remember, because dispite being my boyfriend's friend, I thought my husband was hot, and secretly had fantisies about him at night.
April 4, 2011
So, apparently someone wanted to gently remind me that I haven't written here. Okay I've been busy trying to sew for money. I don't get much, but I enjoy it and it has gotten me to do more around the house. My husband has been getting grumpy about it. I don't understand, it's like he was happier when I was sitting on the computer all day, but now that I'm acutally getting things done around the house he's upset that I couldn't get myself motivated before, or that the sewing doesn't pay me enough. (I get 50 cents per unit I complete.) All last week he was a grumpy butt and it was making me pretty grumpy at him. We'll see if things are better this week.
