There's the tricky part for me about it all. I feel like I'm basically doing this to learn more about myself and my family (particularly my mom), and the personal problems we've encountered as a result of addiction and psychological problems. As far as integrating some sort of purpose/goal of doing this so that I can actually prepare myself for a full-blown "big person" career as some sort of counselor...that I see as purely secondary, if even an actual goal at all, strange to say.