Today is Friday November 26th 2010. Glad that Thanksgiving is all done with. Not the best of holidays to celebrate when you are alone. I made it through. Should be happy for that. Spent the am at Ala Moana beach park, was nice warm weather. Need to sometimes realize what a special place Honolulu is. Swimming in November how cool is that. Had the lunch plate at Pauoa Chop Suey. I guess that was my Thanksgiving meal of the day. There was not even chicken on that plate I had. Well who knows maybe by this time next year I will have someone in my life to celebrate holidays like this and actually have some turkey. Just Be happy and grateful that you are alive and healthy.
Received an email from MN on Thanksgiving morning. I always respond so quickly probably not a good thing. She later let me know that she had a very nice day with her family including Ipo. I wonder if she realizes how much that hurts reading that information. It rips my heart out of my chest. It would be so nice to be part of a family again. I do not think I am going to respond to the last email she sent. Tell you the truth I cannot figure out why she still sends any emails at all. I will never till I die be able to figure out why women do the things they do. Well MN I hope you did have a very nice time with your family. Maybe some day I will be able to see them.
Suppose to have met with my ex last week. Set up reservations at Indigo for a nice dinner. Was turned down since she needed to make dinner for William at that time. Decided if she wants to meet it is up to her to contact me from now on. Lot needs to be discussed as for the future of both of us. This entire episode of my personal life is really a comedy. Someday I will back able to look back and get a laugh about how crazy things became in November of 2010. Well lets see where life leads me from this point on. I will keep up my spirits and take on each new day as an adventure.
Louis
Received an email from MN on Thanksgiving morning. I always respond so quickly probably not a good thing. She later let me know that she had a very nice day with her family including Ipo. I wonder if she realizes how much that hurts reading that information. It rips my heart out of my chest. It would be so nice to be part of a family again. I do not think I am going to respond to the last email she sent. Tell you the truth I cannot figure out why she still sends any emails at all. I will never till I die be able to figure out why women do the things they do. Well MN I hope you did have a very nice time with your family. Maybe some day I will be able to see them.
Suppose to have met with my ex last week. Set up reservations at Indigo for a nice dinner. Was turned down since she needed to make dinner for William at that time. Decided if she wants to meet it is up to her to contact me from now on. Lot needs to be discussed as for the future of both of us. This entire episode of my personal life is really a comedy. Someday I will back able to look back and get a laugh about how crazy things became in November of 2010. Well lets see where life leads me from this point on. I will keep up my spirits and take on each new day as an adventure.
Louis
