I'm just a kid who wants to get all their kid stuff done before I'm too old and have too much responsibility. I've already thrown my childhood away. I didn't go outside enough. I didn't run around in the mud enough. I didn't do stupid stuff that kids are allowed to do. I did what most North American kids do nowadays. Go to school, go on the computer, play videogames, watch TV. A simple, yet stupid way of life. And what disgusts me more than ever is the fact that I still do all these things. They still run my life. It's like I have nothing better to do, when in reality, I have so much better to do. I'm just too fucking lazy to see that, and I don't have the will power needed to get out of this lazy and stupid way of life. Nothings important to me anymore.